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I thought I knew myself very well. At least more than anyone else who knows me.

COMPETITIVE. [com·pet·i·tive]
Function: adjective
1 : relating to, characterized by, or based on competition (competitive sports)
2 : inclined, desiring, or suited to compete (competitive personality)
3 : depending for effectiveness on the relative concentration of two or more substances
- com·pet·i·tive·ly adverb
- com·pet·i·tive·ness noun

I am very competitive, maybe more than I should be. I hate losing in anything I do, whether I am good or bad at. My world of competition doesn't involve only playing sports. I thirst for winning affection. I crave for gaining attention. I have an appetite for being number one. Even having a friend, I want to be the number one friend of that person. It's not like I'm looking to get back as much as I give... but I get jealous of not being number one. I guess I want the person to love me as much as I do love him/her. I hope this made sense.

Feeling this way gets to me most of the time. Things don't work this way. I can't be number one all the time. I can't be good at everything. I don't know why I felt like writing this. This reflects my personality badly. Hey.. I'm not here to please anyone, so it's OK to show how really I am?! I always say I don't care what other people think of me, but I know I do. Errr, I honestly don't know what I'm trying to type here. I am simply the attention whore and want everyone to care about me.

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I am not a big American patriot, but I get offended when someone makes a silly comment. The word, "Retarded" is a word :) Maybe it's not recognized or used in the English language in the UK. It is used in America as an adjective of "Retard." If you don't know what you are talking about, don't make a quick conclusion that American people don't know what they are talking about. If you are English, you should know Americans and English don't use the same type of English from time to time.

You are a retarded person. You are retard. They are both correctly used. Some British person said that this was wrong and retard was also an adjective.

lol
2. retarded
To be tarded twice..
John who is tarded.. is now retarded